On a positive note..

I have been a cribby of late .Have to change the line before the negativity gets the better of me.

Thinking positively, I do not have a lot to look into but I do not have lots to complain too.
I was the high energy one who wanted to to make the best use of every moment but now I am sinking into the shell so deep that I ve become the lethargic one. But then again thinking over it , I find so many around me who suffer.. who have had so many bad experiences that they cannot get over with.

I think of those times where I could have gone terribly wrong. I am reminded of those days when I fell in love, or so I thought , with a guy who would have been so wrong for me. Breaking out of it was a huge issue coz this is Kerala. Coz breaking out of a relation means u are a whore. I still cringe when I am reminded of those days. He trying to blackmail me , to lure me back. I had no major issues with him but I realized that he and I were so so different and so so incompatible. He was good as a friend. He was not abusive. But I still frown with worry when I think , what if I had given in to the pressure ..

I should be and am thankful to God for making me see things the right way at that point. I know I hurt him. But I couldnt go along just to make the people around happy.

I was inspired to write this post after reading Nags post on  Small-blessings .

Thank You for pushing me out of that negative mess that i was going through.