30... hmmmmph I am growing up

The past few months saw me changing drastically... I turned 30... I was always the bubbly bubbly gal , rushing around... crying and cribbing coz PranavPapa went blasting with frens without me...

The past few months saw me changing ..for better or worst?? better for him , the papa, but somewhere I feel I lost that youthfullness...

I didnt miss him when he went to chennai for a few days last month,. I was seriously upset coz I thought we were falling out of love...  there was a phase when I started to love him less... but now we are in a different kind of love... We never were mushy mushy... we never were romantic... but now we are turnign into the "Grown UP" love phase...

And I feel the 20 something kids boring now.. i find them silly.... weeee weeee I dont wanna grow up.. bu yes I have...

The first one

For the past few weeks or maybe months or has it been years , I ve been blaming a lot many things on why I could not keep my blogs updated. The work, the baby , the lack of a good laptop and wat more.

Within me , I guess its more because I cannot write as beautifully as I want to :)

Maybe someday I would write interesting stuff like the bloggers I love to read :) And they do so so effortlessly... Someday I would take pics of those stuff I cook and post it ... I need to be more focussed ..yeah.. wish me luck...