Let me be me ...

Where is the high energy me ? I do not have a clue as to how I can smoothen it out.
Understand me for once, I am no God , I am mere human.

I will make mistakes. Please , for heavens sake, do not eat my head for it.

If u want to get a job done ur way , then put ur head into it sometime.
Do not wait for it to be done to blast me on its bad execution.

Let go of those thoughts in your head. I am no way superior to  you.
I am not . I am not . I am not.
I believe in values. I believe in doing good , more good to those less privileged.
I know you believe so too.

You think I snub u . I dont. I dont.
Am not your enemy. You do not need to prove each time that I am a fool.
All this has been doing more damage than ever.
The ever confident me has gone back into the shell. I stammer when I speak.
My to-be collage appears blurred.
I do not want money. I ll make tonnes for you . But gimme happiness. I need it , i need fun, I need peace.

The panic attacks need to go. Oh !!! whom do I talk with.

Me with all the liberal ideas. Me with all the strong opinions. Where do I stand now.
Among the set of women who endure anything?
I want to be the old confident me. But Pran, I want him to grow up with ur love.
And so I go ahead , pretending that nothign has happened. I hope I can get today out of my mind soon too.