Hope.. Hope.. wish ..wish

I feel lonely..lon ..lon lon lon lonely....

I really do feel lonely..

I feel out-of-date w.r.t technology

I feel I am a good for nothing tech lead coz my developers are doign stuff at such a fast rate

I feel stressed and real real stressed over the baby's illness.

I hope he gets over the bouts of ashtma..

I hope he will not have to suffer with no games and no fun at school like his mommma coz of the illness

I wish I could cook.

I wish and wish for a lot of compliments, yes I am a LEO

I dont wanna go to the fake smiles and hellos functions to be held tomo

I want fun, I want to get over the stress, I want to be carefree and happy..like I was .. I dont remmeber when